nazuki210

hihi everyone, now is sunday afternoon and i am studying in study room again!jeje^^">

actually yesterday i was really down and do nothing for whole day^^"<>cos i found someone lie to me and the " friend" here just treat me as invisible person.but after i think of that fro whole day, i give an answer to myself is that i need to live alone! cos i find that the one who never treat you bad and give you support and love all the time is MYSELF, so i won't rely on others anymore, just live alone ba, cos at elast i won't hurt myself and i will try my best to make myself happy!hehe~I will never care about how others treat me lu, cos that is meaninfless, i don't want to waste my energy to think of that, so now my new life is start! only still one month to go, i have confident that i can live happily in this month and you guys can see my big smile again when i back to hk, hahah!

waiting for me ohhh, I will be back!haha~

hihi everyone, now is sunday afternoon lor, and once again, i am studying in the study room, hehe^^">

actually yesterday my mmod is quite down again, cos i find someone lie to me and seems my friend treat me as invisible ppl ne, but after think for whole day, now i got an answer for myself, I need to live alone! cos now i know that the one who always love me and give me power is MYSELF, so just live alone ba, cos i believe that i will make myself happy when i feel down, i won't rely on others lu....i think i will live happier if i have this kind of thought, i won't care how other treat me anymomre, cos that is meaningless.

now still one month to go, i have confident that i can live well onmy own^^/

hehe, althoug yesterday i was really really upset, but after i cry for a while, i am ok lor, so everybody, don't worry!

and thoday i want to say something happy here, now i already finidh my house keeping test lor, i think i must get a pass for that, haha!

also today i have received my presentation marks that 70 ne, first honor ohhh, although i am not the highest mark in my group, but i already feel happy for that, cos i really can get wt i haved paid!hehe

actually , i really don't want whenever my friend come here to see my blog, they just see something bad here.....but sorry ne, if i don't write somehting here, i don't know where i can talk to....

tomorrow is my housekeeping test, and yesterday i was studied till 3:00 and wawke up at 6:00 todays..the feeling when i woke up was really bad....now i can tell you guys that, when you have not enough sleep, REMEBER don't eat too much for breakfast, or even don't eat breakfast, if not, you will just like me............vomit...and stomache... 

I still remeber few months ago, i said that I think i will never become a people who always appear in library or study room and study for whole day, since i don't wan tot become a "study guy"....but today, i become the one who appear in the library or study room 4 out of 5 days at least.......actually y i have such a change ne????i don't know, is that i gd change???i really have no answer about that.....cos whereever i been, i just stay alone.....i think no one will care about me ba........

today is saturaday...i really sorry that whenever i come here to write something, i just write something bad here, but i really can't find anything that make me really happy in thiese few week ne.....maybe only i have brought 2 clothes lor, and i also went to a excurtion on last tuesdays, i eat a  lot and drink a lof coffee on that day, haha, that's really gd!

but i don't know why for evey weekend, i always feel alone , for this week, i think i just like an invevsible ppl, no one will care about wether i am happy or not, no on ewill ask me where have you been, what are you doing? .....etc........this weeks, it seems that all the ppl that i treat them as my friend are stay away from me, they seems don't want to talk to me, or even having lunch with me....am I doing somehting wornkg ????I really don't know, I don't know why whenever they are playing in other room, eating together in other room, or just talking , no one will think of find a ppl who always being alone in her room.................(this week she even can't stay in her room since her roomate boyfriend are always there , having dinner there and talk with his gf there and doing wtever he want in his gf room.......

In hk, i won't feel alone actually, before i will never think that i will have to stay in a study room for wholeday in doing those stupid report and search information,and no one will care about i am happy or not, so i need to talk with someone or not.....just stay here along, don't speak anyhting, I even can't back to my room.........y??????y i need to be alone?

Lat week, everything is fine, FBO test is fine, Swot analysis is fine.....no problem at all.....actually I think i already adapt to the life which full of test, presentatoin, report......etc.but y it never stop for a while, always report next to report, presentation nex to presentation....everything seems never end.......actually I know these few month is a  hard time and i htink i can pass though them, but buit sometimes i really want to stay alone and have somee rest, but whenever i back to my room, i just saw a "guest" inside mr room just like he is the owener of this room, and when ever he leave, I will then need to listen to some "fuxking" voice for more than one hour eveynight??????It that my fault to stay in my own room???I doubt, in here, i never feel and repect, no matter my "friend" , my roomate and wt ever..........I really hate this kind of life, should I change to singale room next year? I just want to find  a real friend here, at  least the one who really want o make friend with me and will talk to me whenever i feel unhappy, is that soo difficult??????I don't want to go to other room all the time already, I just a normal people who want to stay in her room and have some paceful time only........is that soo difficult??????????????????????............................

Besdies, they are still sooooo many thing in my mind which is not finished yet........internship place, contract stuent permit, presentation, time to back to hk ,accomodation..............visa....
when can I solve those problem.........
and now my " fuxking" roomate is back and I ned to leave now, so i will come here later...

now ia 12:38 a.m. here, and i am studyign for my first FBO test on friday.........soooo sleepy ne>< i try everything in order to make myself stay awak^^">sure the best way is.....COFFEE!!!! it relaly help me a lot in past one month ne, haha!

actually although i am soo busy in the week, i still so happy ne.Y? cos i can chat  and share my feeling with my friend who is from taiwan. .I haven't chat with her for long long time lor, i really miss that feeling^^ soo i really want to say thank you to her^^/ you save me from the feeling of "breng a lone " ne, thank you!^^/Hope we can keep this relationship forever^^

ohh yes!i really want to do shopping ne>

hihi, everyone, come here to write somehting again.In past few weeks , i was really busy n e>< especially last week, practicall week +lots of presentation & HW...........
one day, i really want to give up french lesson ne, but at last, i didn't do that,cos i am a gd student ma, haha!!

beside, i also have my second interview with a hotel in taipei, hope i can pass the interviw tomorrow lor><
next week i will have a lot of thing to do again, test, presentation , HW.......etc.OMG!

hihih everyone, i have been here for more than one month already. times goes really fasat ne, i miss all the thing in hk and singapore and taiwan sooo much!!haha, especially friends!

actually,i was really down in these days, since i really think that it is difficult for me to find a "real" friend here ne......sometimes  they maybe be nice to you but when u are not here, they may scolding you at your back.......y ppl here are sooo FEAK????????i really miss my passed school life......at least you can talk wtever u want  to your best friend, but here , u can never do that, since after u tell someone your secret, you need to take a risk is that maybe tomorrow all the ppl will know wt happen............i really feel unhappy with that....y i need to pretend to become different person when i am chating with diff ppl, i am soo tired about that.....really hope that one day i can get out of this nightmare.......

but anyway, everything is fine here except the relationshiip between ppl are quite complicated^^"> dono't worry.

i have been to swiss for 3 weeks ne..although the view here is great , but the culture is quite different ne...especially for ppl . i find that it id really difficult for me to join any group of friend ne(even other hk ppl), although all of us are from hk, but the thought between us are sooo different and also the behavior...i don't want ot change myself to join them, but if i don't do so, maybe a month later, i will become alone...ai....really confused..

i really don't like ppl who smoke and drink a lot, but most of the hk ppl here are smoke and drink...aiii, sad.....when can i find a really"gd " friend???i don't know, aiyo, miss my friend in hk and taiwan soo much ne.....cos they are the one who will care about me and chat with me when i feel upset........

hey guys, i have been to zurich yesterday!!!hehe!i i think that was great ne(although need to spend quite a lot^^">)
the place there are very nice ne, many shops.. (especiall high class brand....LV, Gucci, Channel, Tiffany, D&G, BALLY, ............etc), ih think that is the first time i went to alll the high clss shop , hah, although i have no money to buy anyhing there, but the feeling was soo great, hha!!
and yesterday lunch, we found a hong kong fast food shop and ate 西檬雞, haha!!i miss that soo much ne><
aiyo, actually, i want to buy a sunglasses , but i haven't bring contact lense, so can't use it>
ohhh, yesyes, i have found a special edition casio dc ne!!!!!is swiss edition, i think i need to talk with my parents wether i cn buy it or not, it only cost Fr$400 for 600pixel ne!!!!! and it is a flim dc, soo great!!!!if i bought that, then i can leave one in hk and i can use that one, hahaha!!!!!!

this is my first time to write blog after i came to swiss ne, it is mainly because i am sooo lazy la!don't wan to write down all the thing veeryday, hehe^^">

so maybe let's summarise wt i did within the past 15 days(or more???i forgot!)

1.) i have been to bern for first school trip!!!!!! the view there are soooooo nice nee!!!!!i have took a loot of photo , did anyone see it???bern is much bigger than neuchatel !!more shops and more ppl as well, but i only have 2 hours to walk around, and all the thing there are quite expensive, so i didn't buy anything from there ne^^">

first of all , i think i will never forgett wt happened on past 3 days, since that is the first that that i let myself to do such crazy thing,"follow my idol" , haha!although it really make me sooooooooooo tired and want to give up sometimes, i still glad that gary did come to hk and it give me a chacne to see him again before i go^^"

ok, let tell you guys wt was happened on the first day, haha!

since this time, anny and 丸子(my gdgd taiwan friend!)will also come to taiwan for tour&see gary, i go to the airport to meet them in the early morning, haha!(2 hours before gary arrive ohh), then after they arrive we just go to a coffe shop and wait for gary's coming lor~~~~wee wait for soooo long ne!2 hours>< after we meet crystal, carrie and other hk fans who said they also want to find gary , then we go downstair and wait for him !

haha, today i do something crazy again!
haha~i go to join a zchen meeting, ne, i never join any of his meeting before oh, but i reall like his song la, and i think his live is sooo great!
we do plenty of thing during the meeting, playing games, singing sons,ask him question, taking photo, and play some video!
during the game section i was the one who have a competition with him, but ungortunatly , i lost in the game, but i still got the price oh----------a drawing from zchen during the game!!!haha

9th july,2006 is one of my happiest day in my life, haha
因為係當天我參加了,my favourite singer,gary's birthday party in taiwan !!!!!我真的作夢也想丕到我會為了見他一面而買機票到台灣去join his B-Day party, it may sound a little bit crazy but i think 人一生多少也要做一些瘋狂的事才昰人生ma!!hahaha^^ok, let me talk about wt happened on that day la~
in the morning, me, carrie and crystal weak up at 11:20 in the hotel(a little bit late, cince last night we all preparing gary's birthday present till 4:00a.m. ne^^""),then we change our clothes immediatly and so some make up,就去找東西食lo~~but when we are waling around the road, we find in front of K-Mall, there was a function ne, the name was called"東方珠麗葉",我竟然見到林依晨跟小鬼呢!!bonus , haha!i find that's sooo easy to meet star in taiwan ne, cos later when we walk in to a cd shop, we find Jolin is there!!!!!but since there are toooo many people outside the shop so we give up to getting inside la, haha!
then when we walk back to the function place, we saw all of the star were having autograph section, 所以我們就直接走到小鬼的傍邊叫他,剛開始他都聽不到我們叫他.但突然間,有一位女士問我們是不是從香港來的,we aure answer"yes" la, but then she ask us were we come here for him(小鬼)"hhaa. i just said , " nono, we just 路過而己"",thne that women call him said"小鬼, they are come from HK ohhh!" after he listen to that, his head just turn and look and us and say hello to us immediately ne(use cantonese oh!!haha~