nazuki210

I just found myself havn't come here for ages?!!maybe even decades!!haha~^^">

although I have been graduated for like 2months??3months? but i still unemployed........how miserable I am,haha~

When I was thinking about my life in a cafe today....I realized that when you grow older and older you will just have more and more things that you afriad of....make it an example, when you were a child, you may simply afriad of insects or worry about having no ice-cream for dessert.....etc..at least that's the case for me when I was a little girl...but now, you know wt....I am afriad of:

1.) ghost

2. Death

3.) being unemployed

4.) having no friends

5.) pissing someone off

6.) making mistake during work

7.)not being able to raise my parents after they retired

8.)having a bad time in the US

9.)being alone

10.)having bad comments from others

11.) making a wrong decision about choosing my jobs

etcetcetc........

that's wt I can think of at this moment...maybe there will be 10 more or 20 more coming in the few years time, who knows?

I am wondering.....is there anyone thinking of the same way as I do? 你害怕了嗎?

I really wish that I could go back and be the one who  never afriad or worry about anything.....but only playing, eating and sleeping......