HAvn't been here for a long time arleady, cos i have start my internship already, everyday from 10-1030.....that's really not funny i would say, because of that , I los t a lot of things, friends, time, freedom, i can't do wtever i want, i just forcing myself to smile, to work..etc etc....
It seems like I am always alone, even during my break tie from 3-630 everyday, the only thing that I can do is buying a cup of coffee and do some reading ro 3 hours, everyday!wt the........ I am wondering if I make a reight choice......i am really regret for making this deision actually.....because the hotel brand name, i choose to leave my dear friend and work alone, i give up a chance to work in Japan .......ai......
it seems that the distance between me and my friend become really fare away, i lost my ability to find topic to talk , I become a person who aliways doing stupid thing and asking stupid question, I become the one who hope to be involved but not the one who always get involved by others............who can tell me wt i do wrong?I just want to be happy and that's it............i want my friend and my hppy memories back.......no more sadness ........................................
however, there still a long way to go? who can save me?
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Another summer day Is come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two I'm fine baby, how are you Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny place I'm lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I've got to go home Let me go home I'm just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life It's like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believe in me Another winter day has come And gone away And even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I'm surrounded by A million people I Still feel alone Oh, let go home Oh, I miss you, you know Let me go home I've had my run Baby, I'm done I gotta go home Let me go home It will be all right I'll be home tonight I'm coming back home |
that's wt i am feeling right now...but where is my home?the one in hk ?the one in taiwan? or the one in swiss? i don't know...