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hey guys..come here to write something again...
now is 2:45a.m. ne..nearly come to an end of gary's hk promoto tour.......in the pass 4 days....I can tell you i was extremely tired...although i am quite happy on monday..but now whenever I was alone ...i will then think actually y i need to do all like that???for wt??gary??but i think he even can't think of my name if i didn't give him some tips?!actually, i keep on doing this "job" already for more than one year..but wt i can get actually? few autographed photo??cd??
actually, those i mentioned are not the thing that I really wanted...i just want to be friend with gary andn enjoy his music only.....It 's really difficult for me to find the happy feeling that i can get for his musix at the biggning....since now whenever i htink of him, i will then think ...oh , how can we organise all the ppl in the airport?how many JSG ticket we can get?how many ppl will join the recording................although me and crystal everyday just work till 3:00 at keast...but will he know that actually?? NEVER ba......I didn't blame anyone i just think Y our club can't be successful sometimes......when i went to singapore last week, when i joined their funciton, i really think that's a Official club,but how about us? I don't think we are not workhard enough...but y we jsut can't getting interested from others???y many ppl still think that we hide something and didn't tell them??we already try our best....we let you guys tkae photo first and now we even don't have more than 5 photos in our camera...we let you guys talk to him first...evern hough we already wait for him outside the station for more than 30 mins....wt you want us to do???? I just want ot gather allt he ppl an dsupport gary happily...
but is it meaningless for all the effort that I give before?since now i jsut think i am useless, company won't talk to me..gary don't remember me...no hk fans want to know about me?so y i still staying here to do such stupid and tired thing????I really hae no answer, can anyone give me answer for that.....
I just want to enjoy gary's music and hope he will know who i am on ly......at least know someone who try her best to support him even though she is studying in swiss , travel back to hk to support him and give up to celebrate her own 20th birthday and wait in the airport for 10 hours and see her birthday passing by.............
amy
now is 2:45a.m. ne..nearly come to an end of gary's hk promoto tour.......in the pass 4 days....I can tell you i was extremely tired...although i am quite happy on monday..but now whenever I was alone ...i will then think actually y i need to do all like that???for wt??gary??but i think he even can't think of my name if i didn't give him some tips?!actually, i keep on doing this "job" already for more than one year..but wt i can get actually? few autographed photo??cd??
actually, those i mentioned are not the thing that I really wanted...i just want to be friend with gary andn enjoy his music only.....It 's really difficult for me to find the happy feeling that i can get for his musix at the biggning....since now whenever i htink of him, i will then think ...oh , how can we organise all the ppl in the airport?how many JSG ticket we can get?how many ppl will join the recording................although me and crystal everyday just work till 3:00 at keast...but will he know that actually?? NEVER ba......I didn't blame anyone i just think Y our club can't be successful sometimes......when i went to singapore last week, when i joined their funciton, i really think that's a Official club,but how about us? I don't think we are not workhard enough...but y we jsut can't getting interested from others???y many ppl still think that we hide something and didn't tell them??we already try our best....we let you guys tkae photo first and now we even don't have more than 5 photos in our camera...we let you guys talk to him first...evern hough we already wait for him outside the station for more than 30 mins....wt you want us to do???? I just want ot gather allt he ppl an dsupport gary happily...
but is it meaningless for all the effort that I give before?since now i jsut think i am useless, company won't talk to me..gary don't remember me...no hk fans want to know about me?so y i still staying here to do such stupid and tired thing????I really hae no answer, can anyone give me answer for that.....
I just want to enjoy gary's music and hope he will know who i am on ly......at least know someone who try her best to support him even though she is studying in swiss , travel back to hk to support him and give up to celebrate her own 20th birthday and wait in the airport for 10 hours and see her birthday passing by.............
amy
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