nazuki210

hey guys,now i come her to write somehting sad again, sorry ne..

before i said i will tryt o live alone and don't care about those stupid thing anymore, but now i find that it really difficult to do that ne........
now i just really alone all the time, you know????

no ppl will try to knock my door and ask will I go to have luch with them...
no ppl will ask wether i want to go out with them to uy something....
no one will rememebr me and try to knock 403 door and ask do i need to play with them....
no ppl will go to taiwna with me in dec although we already promise each other that the dec plan must go ahead no matter wt happen in augst........
no one will care about wether i feel happy or not
ppl still use the paper to talk to each other even i sit between them.........

I think no one will celebrate my birthday before i go ba, so now i will have my birthday on the airplane alone...haha, that's really a gd experience ne....
that's really a gd present for me to remmber i am the one who always alone ne, even birthday still alone, haha!how gd i am!

actually can i said that is unfair to me? i didn't do anything wrong as i remembered , i didn't hurt anyone, but y all the ppl want to hurt me???even badly???

who can give me an answer????
now wt i can say is tha I will never join a group who already have 4 ppl anymore, but actually, when i join them there are only 2 ppl ne...

maybe i am the unlucky one ba...

amy..........