wow how long havn't I been here? honestly, I almost forgot i did have a habit of writing blog, when I gone through that tonight, I realized, almost everytime I come here to wrote something, it's all about my bad mood or sad things that I gone through.......it's sounds horrible, but at least here is a place to I get let myself free, don't need to care about anyone but myself ....to really say wt I want to say , to express wt I really feel at this moment....
so....since I have already pause for like 3 years....lets get a lite briefing so i can help myself remember wt i did in the past 3 years....like I wrote in my  last blog, I doubt about wether i did a right choice of going to the US for internship....now i wanna tell the one who said so in 3 years ago that I had made a ight choice, although it's hard....but i do made some gd friends , visit places that I might have no other chance to visit again in my life...till now, i still missing the time that I spent with JP, Wang Xi , peter, flavia and....in miami, and orlando n vagas ....I never regret of working like shit in the club, cos i know that is a kind of experience...the one others can never had, i do believe  I am blessed....
Although I haev step in to coffee business sicne i back to hong kong in 2010...it was a hard time cos many ppl feel disappointed about my decision.....for not working in a 5 stars hotel but a tiny cafe, working like hell  everyday..selling 700 cups a day by paying for only like 9 k per month....but for me, I feel grateful to myself for making this coice, seriously, being a barista n working with coffee everyday , it is the first time that I really find out something that I love to work with it n i want it to be my life-time career.....if i am not a barista, i won't be able to visit different nice cafes in different country, exchanging ideas and sharing knowledge with other great barista in the workld, meeting the WBC champ in an exhibition..bringon stage in singapore FHA ..etc.etc...although someitme , i also doubt about my decision n honestly, i don't even know wether i want ot stay in hongkong ro to move to other places...but wt i know is, i wanna be a barista and perhaps a pro one in my lifetime! I am a barista, and no one could be doubt about that, not even my parents, i will show you i did a right choice n i am no longer the one who only care abouthow others think about me but not wt I really want in my life!  I am planning for my next move in sg n i hope it can come true....
I wish next time when i came here...i could tell everybody how great my barista's life is...add oil barista Amy

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I am glad that I did write my blog , although it's not that frquently, at elast it could remind me some of the special memories that I should remember~ When I read through my blog today.....I just realize a year is gone already......it's come to the other boxing day....ha...
Las year , I was spending my christamas break in germany with twins and enjoying my lovely pork knucle k buying my christmas present, chocolates....but this year, I was busy working in the US....no day off, no great present, not even a time to go out to look for that...sometimes i just want to ask myself wether it's a right decision to come to the US...did I learn anything here? am I really enjoy that time that I spent here??did I met some great friends like wt I did in taiwan ? I really doubt that....
In this few weeks , I keep thinking of my like in taiwan...although it's hard and many things happened at that time, but at least I was happy , really happy when I thinking about that now...but wt happen in the US now? a dozen of bitches around , no ppl wanna respect you, working like nothing but a slave.....you can't go anywhere without a car here.....the only thing you could do is watching movie....no public transprtation, no good food , only left over in the staff canteen.....ai......I would say this year is  a sad , hot and lonely Christmas that I ever had.....hahahaha....Merry Christmas....
 

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I just found myself havn't come here for ages?!!maybe even decades!!haha~^^">
although I have been graduated for like 2months??3months? but i still unemployed........how miserable I am,haha~
When I was thinking about my life in a cafe today....I realized that when you grow older and older you will just have more and more things that you afriad of....make it an example, when you were a child, you may simply afriad of insects or worry about having no ice-cream for dessert.....etc..at least that's the case for me when I was a little girl...but now, you know wt....I am afriad of:
1.) ghost

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    ohh, yeah , it's boxing day again, I would like to say a Big thank you to my parents!! They gave me a great great christmass present this year...haha, a trip to Germany and..........Swarovski necklace!!!( Although I bought it before I let them know about it...but i use my pocket money to buy it la, i didn't spend extra or use credit card oh...hahahah!)
ok, as I promise my mum, I have to show her the necklace, I took a pic.....let's check this out!
  

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but not the one who seems to be never exists in this planet......

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Ok, as I have promise my mum that I have to post some snowing photos and video here, here they come~!
 I would say nowadays the weather is really wired, I remember last year , there is no snow at all, only like 1-2 times within the whole winter term( wt i mean is the winter term that i stay in swiss) but this year, it start snowing in Nov~! the "climate" is really changing, haha!! anyhow, enjoy the vidoe and photos, I just took those in my room since it's really damn cold that I really don't wanna get out of my room....maybe I would take some more during my german trip!! oh yeah, I will be going to Germany on 20/12 , anyone need help to buy anything there? please leave a message, but don't forget, service charge is needed for sure, haha!

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   As the first semester is over, I am quite free these days..( actually is not, but I jsut let myself stay free all the time..haha). When I got nothing to do , I found something great in youtube and I hope to share that with all of you who love music as same as I do. Actually i don't know their name , but they have a really gd voice and they are doing soemthing that I really want to do but have no "brave" to do so....performing  at the entrance of the MTR station in Tokyo!! They are not asking ppl money for that , wt they wanna so is to let ppl listen to their performance, i would say they really got the telant and they really sing very well!! hope that one day , I could watch their performance in person when one day......who want to go with me?
HOME (清水 翔太)
  

   

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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

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today , I got mood swing again...I keep thinging in negative side..i don't know why...it just make me think my life is miserable.....yeah maybe thats tru anyway..who knows? I think i really change a lot after i been here for my stupid certificate which cost my parents at least 600000...and give me a free gift of keep reminding me I cost them a lot of money from my mum...yeah yeah, I know all about it. and I know i must try all my best to pay them back after i got that stupid certificate. I don't know why, I keep  blaming others for making my life misarable..like no one want to care about me, no one would come to say hello to me only because they really want to see how I am doing...no one will knock my door and see if everything is ok with me..no one will care wether i am sleeping or having serious stomache but just keep arguing with with a damn annoying volume outside my room....no one...it seems that I mean nothing in everybody's life, even in my life....I feel like i keep alive in this world with no meaning...no body really needs me at all...wihtout me, they can keep on with thir colourful and happy life..yeah that's true actually....i no one want to care about me? y i have to care about them anyway...I already feel tired of keep helping ppl without getting any thankful back... after i came here, I start thinking it's useless for me to be friend with others..since liek 2-3 years later, they just become a stranger then you even don't want to say hellp to them even you see each other on the street...yeah that's life anyway, they have no right to do that and they need not to do so, as they won't affect my results if I don't becoem friend with them so we can join together and do project together......... now I don't even want to social with other hk ppl, since i don't know wt I should talk to them and no one knwo wt I really want as well.....I am nolonger the oen that I know 3 years ago.....and I do'nt' know who I am actually. all i know now is to finish those report and disertation which keep heating the deadline..and tryt o find a place to work which far from my home town and get rid of everybody and continue my miserable life... I have lost my happiness, who can find it back for me?

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    Who can find out the different betwenn these 2 photo???? give you a hints...I took both photet outside my window! haha...i think everyone can figure it out ba, rainbow ne!!a huge one but only appears for like 1 min>< sure I have to reord it down lo~!haha ok, actually I am busy like hell these days!!!!not because I am busy to play around but....busy in doing dissertation proposal!i really wan tot kill myself for that...everyday keep reading journals..and I think after this semester i will at least gain 200C of short sight.....ai...still a long way to go ne....when will it come to an end? ok i know the answers....when the day i die!!haha~ C'est la vie......ok if you guys don't believe how damn busy i am , I can show you evidence....see the photo below....

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